things will go two ways.
both will start out with me receiving income tax money and celebrating and saving it until i fill out my fafsa then i will either:
a: cry in relief after receiving federal aid and be able to use income tax refund money however the fuck i want
b: cry in anger and rage that i dont get federal aid and use said money for school, which wont be enough and i will in turn need to take out a loan.
fuck man. im almost 25, give me a fucking break obama. im already living in low-income. im about to get on food stamps cause shits ridiculous unless you eatin ramen every night. and i aint bout that life.
i just want to be able to spend some money on the shit i WANT and go to the school for a career so i can afford a regular LIFE!
ive given in to the fact that i wasted a ton of money on a holiday that is going to suck AGAIN.
so ive moved on to day dreaming about christmas…well see i spose. cause i know i wont be able to buy michael what i wanted to… :/